My prayer to Hashem

Shalom: My dear heavenly father, My papa, my eternal and life long friend. I love you. Reaching true agape love comes very hard for me. I do try. I truly wish Shalom to everyone placed before me in my life. Sometimes I do not reflect your love in my life. Some people are hard to love. Some people still want to be my enemy. I ask you to intervene for me with their malice against me and my love ones. Sometimes I loose the peace you gave me when I am confronted by them, please forgive me. I ask you for a favor. Many doors have been closed to me. Slowly you have shown me favor and opened doors for me and I thank you. I still have one request for a special door to be opened. Please find and send that special person for me who will help me with our goals the nation of Israel.